Monthly Archives: January 2009

The end of the line.

It’s every other day.
I can’t stand it.
i’m getting tired of the ups and downs.
I would rather just be one or the other.


Everything you touch turns grey

I want you to notice me.

I wish i could.

I’ve learned-
that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn’t stop for your grief.

I’ve learned-
that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back.

(How true)

We must be careful about what we pretend to be.

I don’t think i pretend to be anyone other than myself. Maybe a little more outgoing than i really am?
I like kurt vonegut.


The word independent can loosely be translated into aloofness.
There is a difference between trying to make plans, and being clingy.
I’m being clear about communicating. Stating what my intentions are.

and yet… has anything gone right?


cut my foot. it hurts.
going to get a burger and beer before class
i am to make things interesting.
that or i fall asleep.
either or both sound better than going to class without a beer.


and i thought you said you were a great communicator?