Tag Archives: Life

This ones called.

I’m leeaaaving on a jet plane! i don’t know when i’ll be back again,
Just kidding.

Back to the grindstone. Eatting whoopie pies, it’s a hard life ya know?


Moving on.

It really is stressful when your life is at a crossroads and you are standing in this big intersection, preferably out west where on all four corners fields stretch as far as the eye can see with green fields corralled in by white fences. Each corner has a stop sign, each road brings new meaning. One road, the one i am standing on right now is my life here in Portland. I can go straight and continue on this path because it is the easy thing to do. I could go right and take a year off to work and take classes…but where? Or i could go left and move to just work for a year and be done with school for a while.

How do i know what the right answer is? Who can actually offer guidance.

I have been dealing with this all by avoiding it. Tomorrow i am going to go draft an appeal letter so if i decided i can hopefully get back into MECA.

Move up or Move on. I was thinking North Carolina…anyone want to come?

In other news. I was out last night and threw my phone because i was upset and for no good reason just hucked it at the ground. Brick sidewalk-1 Poor abused phone-0. If Apple wants to give ma new iphone to review i would not object, i would rate it fairly and properly since i am in love with all things apple.  I hung out at the beach tonight with my aggressive pedestrian. The sky was really quite amazing and the ocean bearably cold for once. We sat on a bench and watched the boats go by as the light receded from the day. It was a lot of fun and nice to see him again. He’s kind of awesome (GOAT) hehe.

p.s.- what does it mean if my veins are super bright blue? especially my hands, and chest (shoulder area, across chest etc) I would really like to quench my curiosity with this one.

Insane in the membrane

I have been having really realistic dreams. To the point where i feel like they happened. I remember them vividly.
here is one of them.
it started off where i was at my apartment and dad was there giving me something and let the cats out, leo came back in but oliver didnt and i chased him but he ran across the street so i went to my car but a big part had been stolen out of the engine, and a few other things had been stolen from inside the car including my laptop, but dad gave me a part from his car to fit mine and i went to go find oliver. When i did find him he had a big branch stuck in his stomach and i rushed to get his crate and put him in and drive him to the vet. On the way i noticed some laptops sitting on a fence in a parking lot (which the building looked a lot like the jr high school we lived near in nashua) and i went to talk to the security guard to see if one was mine and it was and i warned them i’d call the real police.
THEN i went to a job interview at some high tech company to do geeky computer things. The interview process is kind of vague now but i remember being asked where i was from and i said oh portland maine, and that i took a train to get there etc.I was also in my pj’s and said it only mattered if i was smart not to worry about looks
They hired me and at one point a fire alarm went off because someone jammed a paper shredder but i didnt leave the room because i was still working. when they came back it was more of a hospital setting and i was checking on some kid.

In the grand scheme of things.

Since it’s so damn cold out,

It makes sense to work on the art of zen

I mean the art of procrastination.

Workin on the Zen

Workin on the Zen

Things unsaid.

Today was really really cold. I wore leggings under my jeans and three and a half layers under my jacket! but once i get to school and start working it’s impossible. I need to become a layering professional.

I got “alot” done today, i shaped the strawberry band saw box and started sanding the peach box, tomorrow i will be going to get more no pigment milkpaint. that way i can start finishing the projects for surfaces.

as far as my studio class i still need to turn the legs for the second stool. I started to i just wasnt feeling it that much and decided to stop and work tomorrow. And i have been putting it off but i am going to target tomorrow as well. I just don’t want to be disappointed. 5 more days before i get a reliable reading but I am going to test Monday to ease my stress levels.